The hardest slash most rewarding shiz you will keep coming back to 💚
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kellyannedevine💫 –
2020-03-06
I think I first became a fan in 2017, but in the depths of transition, burn out, making a terrifying leap to just stop, go to Bali and break! - I didn’t commit and start the process for almost a year. Once I did I knew it was something 💫 I was on it on the daily... a fresh perspective, feeling ease, lightness and a detachment, almost humour. I was observing the dynamics in my life with new eyes, triggers were hard, tests came - and it was hard but I was so much enjoying it. And then life kinda blew up, again/ bigger this time - two cancer scares, and a test, a man who felt so fun and good and so tempting - but in my gut I knew that I was plastering over my fears and that he was a test. I stopped doing the work and something happened that shattered my world. I got through it, I looked after myself, felt it and put one foot in front of the other. But the one thing I’ve really resisted - and I don’t know why - is getting back to TBM, to supporting myself out of rock bottom. I’ve applied the principles in bits and pieces, it’s something stays with me daily. Today, for what reason I don’t know, I listened to the podcast with Lacy and Ian - after a triggering work week and feeling totally spun - this episode made my Friday ☺️. I’m reminded of the gold I have access to! Imma sleep now, my journal is out and ready to get back to basics and back to me this weekend 💫 thanks and love 💚